Lost

Earlier this year, I met a man who changed the way I view life. I don’t know how he did it, but he just did. Because of that, I am not ready to settle for anyone who does not inspire me.
I’m sorry, C.

“Have you tried to chase the waves and feel the breeze feel in your face?

Have you tried to freeze the time, just to melt in your thoughts?

You’re not part of the plan.

Have you ever had your heart broken into million little pieces?

Have you ever been so bitter, nothing so sweet can ever cure this pain so deep?

You’re not part of the plan.

So don’t stop me now or I’d be lost forever…


My heart has no vacancy,

My heart is not here with me,

Your heart, your eyes, your soul, your mind need something better than me,

I could fill your fantasies, deepest desires and dreams,

How do I make you see that you shouldn’t love me?


Do you ever crave for wild adventures but too scared to fall into the dirt?

Have you ever met the one you’d marry just to know that he can’t be yours to keep?

I will strip for you naked, touching your body with my warm brown skin, whisper in your ear “you’re not part of the plan…”

Baby, you’re not part of my plans.

So don’t stop me now or I’d be lost forever…


My heart has no vacancy,

My heart is not here with me,

Your heart, your eyes, your soul, your mind need something better than me,

I could fill your fantasies, deepest desires and dreams,

How do I make you see that you shouldn’t love me?


Run away from the fire burning in my eyes,

All my life, I’ve been drowning in the sea of lies.

I’m broken, shattered, disconnected.

Stop falling, falling for me.