If this is love then why do i feel so sad?

History’s repeating itself as i lose myself into loving you more than me. 

A mistake I’ve wanted to redeem; How do i crawl from the dark as the light is dimmed?

Forgive me as i try to find the right words to say

This love is not mine to keep so come what may.

I’m hopeful of what I would find one day. 

Maybe I’d stumble across a code to unlock this puzzled mind before i tie a knot on a rope. 


Letting Go


I used to be so afraid of letting things go when I was younger. I’d bottle up my feelings and I’d always want to fix things so they could stay where I’d like them to be.

But nothing remains. Except for scars.